I wrote it for a friend. ~5~

(4:17 PM)

Assalamualaikum & a very good eveningg..

Welcome back to this series!

If u have been following the other entry from this series then you will know the flow of this entry but if you are new here let me enlighten you. so basically i'll be sharing some paragraphs that i wrote for my friends.

miss the series?
fetch the links here ~4~

I just realise i havent been doing this series for the year 2018 because most of it are from the year 2017. am i slacking off from being a good friend? most probably you are right. lol

So what is this episode about?

My friend posted something about EQ

anddd...

i come out with this para ... as always lol

EQ vs IQ

IMO EQ is somewhat important for your own inner personal growth while IQ is for your outter personal growth if there is such thing...

Like having higher EQ definitely structure your view on life how you define happiness your positive vibes mentally and what not.

But for a person who doesnt do that well in studying i often wonder how does it actually feels like to have a higher IQ.

I often feel like having higher IQ will make people look up at you and maybe that is also what i mean by outter personal growth. This relates to your EQ too actually like if you are just living by tryna impress others then it is a shame honestly.

What i mean by outter personal growth includes the security of your future. Do well in exams get you to who you will be in the future. Which means higher IQ, higher life security? How secure is secure anyway? You could be working ten years in whatever and then one day you will lost your job. Just like that you have to start all over again back to square one. At times like this it all goes back to how strong is your EQ to start all over again. In a way of saying both actually co relates to each other.

However it doesnt mean that mastering only EQ wouldnt get you anywhere in the future. There is always something out there for everyone. Insyallah

Hence that is why Allah create us with different interest. Not sure whether im still on the right topic at this point but ...


All in all i would say both are equally important and honestly nothing is that secure in life because everything is borrowed from Allah.


If u hv lower EQ in a world like today nobody actually really care not until something really bad and dramatic happen. Im actually just complaining about myself and how tired i am being compared with others on my IQ level. I guess if you have a good IQ you wish to have a good EQ and vice versa.

Her reply?

You know what,, the way you give ur opinions and do this thinking makes me wonder 

How could you downgraded your IQ level? Are u measuring it by answers on papers?

 Girl,  u got a wise thought, i must say. Dont feel bad like that

She is too kind with her words right? That part of measuring my IQ by answers on papers i guess i have never been exposed to other way of thinking?

Honestly for this entry i think i wrote that paragraph for myself. 

feel free to comment down below for your own opinion. Im always here to listen.

ALSO WHY GREEN AND PURPLE HIGHLIGHT? OBVIOUSLY TO HONOR JOANKEEM COLAB WITH NEOGEN TAK MINTAK BNYK PON UTK BIRTHDAY NI BELIKAN JOANDAYXNEOGEN PLEASE HAHAHAHAH

*update bought already but biasa2 je cream dia. lol keciwa tp i still i stillll akan sepot her.

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

Freya Farrington

Hai

I havent been posting but i have been spending hoursss watching Freya Farrington haul on Youtube!

She is giving me the ultimate autumn vibes eventhough Malaysia is not a four season country.

P/s i have work to do actually.

Freya channel
Go subscribe to her!

Also i have been postponing about posting a few entries but i will be having a major entry in the month of december because i will be a fangirl on duty! So stay tune for that!

*update the event got cancel. I also could not remember which fangirl duty is this for. lol

xoxo

Riding a Jetbus from KLIA to TBS for the first time

Assalamualaikum

This is an entry dated 31st of August.

It was on 30 of March and 1st of April when i last pick and send someone at the airport.(B)

I also recently went there for my Sarawak trip dated 9-12 of July with my EPPA 2423 classmates and as you guys know i will be going there again somewhere around next week. Pretty soon aye for another Sarawak trip!!! EXCITED

I really love airport especially airport's goodbyes. It felt more sincere and unknown. you know.....

31st of August another fangirl duty.(OG)

I got out of the room at 8:30 AM and manage to get on the Zon6 bas at 8:45 AM. Miss the 9 o'clock KTM. Oh before i forgot it was Malaysia Independence Day! So yeay to other 30 min of waiting for the next train because it was public holiday if not the train is much more frequent until 10 AM. Only after 10 AM it will be another 30 min wait.

*got distracted and watched Hataraku Saibou Episode 9 anime*
-it is about the cells in our body. try watching it. i highly recommend-

Let's get back to my journey that day. I reached Terminal Bersepadu Selatan (TBS) at 10:02 AM when i promise my friend to meet her at 10 AM so applaud to not being so "jam melayu". We plan to casually get on the ERL or KLIA EXPRESS TRAIN from TBS to KLIA and return with a Jetbus just because we wouldnt be rushing back home. Plus we dont know where to buy the tix and where could the bus possibly be waiting for us. Aint got time for those unnecessary hustle.

Price for the Train ticket
Dont forget to bring your siswa card and get 30% off. We end up paying RM53 for TWO person instead of RM55 PER person and yes it is still available during public holidays!

We thought they will reach at 12 noon since our insider told us noon but it turns out that they will reach at 2PM. We had two hours to kill. had a small lunch and small photo shoot during the two hours wait. WE COULD HAVE RIDE THE JETBUS AND SAVE MORE MONEYYYY.

They arrived at 2:30 PM and as usual i dont trust my hand with taking photos bcz it might end up all blurry so i recorded all the way thru the meeting. As always they are very friendly and kind. I didnt manage to get a lot of good pictures as per (B) meeting because the management didnt stop them for photo session instead they went straight to the van.

Done with that we stop for zohor prayer. *i know i should have pray first but huhu i mean i wasnt too late maybe around 3PM ish. As i write im statring to question myself if is this all worth it for a 30min sesh with the money and time that i invest in.

We head to the KLIA information counter after prayer to ask where exactly the bus is , i should have record bcz u wouldnt get it even if i try to explain it.

We were basically at the arrival area so we had to take one floor down using the escalator not at the hot & roll side it is on the other side and then turn left and go straight until the end. Next took another escalator down and basically you can already see the JETBUS Booth. Ive tried explaining but just try and ask around. You wouldnt be so lost. Insyallah.

The JETBUS schedule
It irks me that the bus is only every an hour. It is not as frequent as the Train but you can save a lot more of money. As far as i believe and i know the fee is only RM11 (one way).

The schedule is just for reference. I wouldnt trust the schedule to be honest. We manage to get on the KLIA to TBS bus at around 3:25PM and had to wait for another 20 min before they decided to start the engine.

Arrive at TBS around 4:45PM and i guess from there we know where to get on the bus if we were from TBS to KLIA.

Luckily i manage to straight away board on a KTM. Please get a touch and go or make sure to refill your KTM card if you have one beforehand. It will save ur time!

I hop on in the nick of the time without double checking whether it is the right direction or not. I honestly thought that i was riding the wrong direction. It is a gamble like i rather go on a wrong direction than purposely miss a train that is right in front of me. Thank godness i didnt stumble the stairs and thank godness it was the right direction anyway.

Arrive at UKM station at idontknow what time was it. Maybe 5:30PM because i boarded the 5PM KTM just now. I could have just walk back to Kajai but i wasnt staying there and it will be hell walking back to Zaaba. So i waiting for the zon6 bus and reached at around 6:15PM.

That is just about it.

I hope this is helpful in somekind of way. I also put time stamps so that you guys could also plan your journey properly. Support public transport to lessen your carbon count.

No, i didnt sent them back because their flight is the 11PM flight on the following day. (1st Sept) WHY SO EARLY MEH

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

(Im currently obsess with Asia Next Top Model cycle 6)

I dont think you understand..

*****

I dont think you understand when i said i miss you. It is the one with the kind of pain that hurts as if the heart is going to burst and bleed any moment due to the unbearable pain to the point where the eyes can go all teary and it seems like there will be an overflowing river made by a mixture of the bleeding heart and the tears.



*****

I dont think you understand when i said i need you. It is the one with the kind of emptiness that makes me fell so hollow even if i listen to your soothing voice or even if i see your mesmerizing pictures or even if the surrounding is heavily scented with the smell of your heavenly sweet cologne it is somehow still not enough to fill in the void in me.



*****

to be continueeee

*****

(music recommendation any covers by Bars And Melody (B.A.M) also #AA Alex Aiono)

My first driving with family

(11:36 AM)
Assalamualaikum & a very good brunch hour...

Lets get stra8 to my life update...

I have been away for no apparent reason just because i kinda feel uninspirational and maybe nothing particular or interesting that happen lately.

It has been a month since the trip to Sarawak. It was a splendid 4 days 3 nights, i must say.
Oh and i will be going to Sarawak again next month!

So that sums up my July month and next travel update.

My second life update it is in the month of August which is i change my spectacles. They are pretty dope! Tho it wasnt exactly the one i was searching for. At first i kinda wanna be trendy and buy a clear transparent one with double bridge and a round frame but it doesnt suit me. Maybe i was born ordinary. Anyway got a brown leopard print with a slight round frame and i love it! I kinda look a little bit round and chubby but i think it matches my face more than the last one which i have been wearing for 2 years and a half.

Third life update is that i drove my elder sister around i mean like to and fro since she is doing her intern at UKM. I know it should have been the other way round but what to do i got my license first and not that im complaining because man i love driving or maybe it is because i just got my hands on the wheel so everything seems to be like a baby who just got their feet.

Oh i dont normally drive it is just that my dad had been away and so it was my job for a week or i must say only for 4 days and a half. lol

Another driving update is that i drove my family to a nearest shopping mall and decided not to drive for the next few months i guess until they are actually confident with me on the wheel but a friend of mine said that how to make them confident if i dont try to drive them around frequently. i dont know maybe im just not ready.

That is just about it.

ALSO EVERY YOUTUBER IS COMING OUT WITH THEIR OWN MERCH!! Aint got money to buy. Normally i wouldnt care that much but it is JOANKEEEM!!!! Remember Jeff Simone? I recommend him in this post . He is going to Hong Kong! Really excited for that! Right now im waiting for Joanday Kcon LA vlog!

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

( music recommendation his take on liability-lorde )

*i really wish my parents did sign me up for an instrument class

An untold story (1)

Assalamualaikum and a very good night .. i guess?

Yesterday i wrote something.

Im not sure what i wrote actually, is it a poem or a .... i seriously dont know but it does sound like an untold story.

Im really sorry for the grammatical errors.

In a bar
So dirty
In a car
So rusty

A perfect pair of brown eyes
I found a boy
I realise
He is unemploy

He only knows how to destroy
He treats me like a toy
He keeps on telling me lies
Even when i stare straight into his eyes

He acts like a beast
He even feeds me with his fist
I wanna still love him
I cant stand the thought of losing him

The next morning i was sick
He insists to go for a brisk
Turns out he walked with another chick
Maybe it is time for me to take the risk

Letting go was never easy
It makes me feel queasy
So lonely
In a world so holy

I look back at the days
When you told me i was your everything
Well look at me today
Im nothing

Sorry for still keeping our ring
It was mesmerizing
I kinda still sing our song in the morning
I kinda still treasure this feeling

I got skinnier
Im losing this fight
I got a whole lot thinnier
Maybe i'll die tonight

I cant be like this forever
I have a daughter
I need to put myself back together
I need her to be a fighter

I promise to love her forever after
So i smile a litte harder
Fill our day with laughter
After all im just tryna keep our head above the water

-AidaSarah-

Yep i wrote it and i feel like an accomplishment bcz i usually do like a paragraph or two. In the morning when it was 3am i couldnt sleep so i wrote until it was four.

Im proud with how it turns out.

13 REASON WHY SEASON 2

(2:37PM)

ASSALAMUALAIKUM...

i know im crazy writing a blog entry during my exam week..

it is even crazy because i watch the whole episode in 2 days. i know i shouldnt have. i have two paper straight on the 11 and 12 of June with my pointer going down and down into the deepest ocean.

Anyway here i am wanting to write my thoughts about that story.

I have watched the first season and if you ask me both season were really HEAVY to watch. So i suggest you not to watch if you are kinda struggling with depression, sexual assault, drugs, homophobic and most important suicide. It can be really triggering.

In my opinion season two was heavier to watch because you get to see the story in other people views or interpretation while season one was more to only Hannah point of view.

I'm not here to tell you the whole story to be exact but i wanna share some thoughts that i get from the story.

You see the students get to have their trial, a take on what they wanna tell the judges.

They sit there while the audience hope for the truth from them.

I see they tell lies even when they are required to tell the true. You know people can still tell lies... how to say this... for example you play the so called truth or dare game. you choose the truth because you are scared to do the dare but somehow you were still able to make up a story and convince them that it is the truth. you think it is fine as long as they couldnt realise that you are actually telling lies.

I also see that when the students tell the truth, they twist those words and make it against them or even to the point where the truth seems like a lie.

What i can say is that people choose to believe in what they wanna believe in, despite all the evidence not to.

Dont you?

I guess sometimes people choose to see things with their ears and hear things with their eyes.

They come up with their own speculation about things.. i dont know.. just to maybe save ourselves? to give some kind of logical explanatory about everything that happend. thinking that maybe that could put ourselves at peace?

I know i might sound nonsense but this is just my two cents.

TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER ANYWAY.

I'm not mad nor frustrated. I just wanna say that if you are struggling with anything and you are still watching this story. Know that you are strong, VERY STRONG. I dont want my readers to feel like ending everything will make everything stop. Clearly what Hannah wrote the what if "to feel n quote attach picture down below. and yes i purposely write like this.

 source: Mr. GOOGLE

Clearly it is not true, suicide doesnt make anything better. Okay?

Dear readers, promise me to speak to someone about anything and everything. Trust me it will be worth it.

On a side note i love ep3 the most. ep 6 and 7 the best while others are so so for me. there isnt any episode that i think is too much for me to watch for season two but for season one i kinda skip the bath tub part. cant watch man too triggering.

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

I believe in Allah more than i believe in you (destiny)

At times
I feel like im not ready to let you go
But what can i do?

If fate says that we arent meant for each other
We can never be together

I just wish i have the chance to tell you how i feel

But what can i do?

It is surely too late already.

Allah loves you more than i do.
Allah's plan is better than mine.

I believe in your love even when you are gone
However,
I believe in Allah more than i believe in you.

What can i do?

I can only pray for you
I hope you are happy and bless no matter where you are.

I might sound crazyy but sometimes i can still hear you whisper in my ears saying everything will be okay.

I might sound bonkerz but sometimez i can still feel your warm embrace.

If being crazy means loving you even when you are gone.

I rather be crazy in love rather than crazy without love.

If it is written in our fate that we can only be tgthr for this long.. i accept.

If it is written in our fate that we will meet again someday... i accept.

What ever is written in our destiny, i shall accept because i believe in Allah more than i believe in you.

FDACC - Part 3

(7:50 AM)

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning to all..

29 of April 2018

It was the last day for family day accounting. Despite us going to bed early yesterday we unfortunately woke up late the next day. As if we were part of the participant and not the AJK. Anyhow we woke up and manage to get ready for the morning telematch.

Before the telematch.
We had zumba. I learnt ponco dance. Did the ever green chicken dance.

On shore telematch include
walking with a giant "terompah" consist of 4 group members and also "kepit bola sambil jalan"

Since my team didnt won the on shore telematch i couldnt remeber who got the first place.

Had morning coffee break. Ate nasi lemak and Safuwan teach how to do a blurry picture by shaking the camera. ikr. wtf. lol. silly seniors. but they are kind and caring tho.

In the water telematch consist of
"isi air dalam bentung bagi bola terapung" and tug-of-war in water.

The resort record for the first game is 37 second while the our UKM team won by 43 seconds if im not mistaken and Kak Erma Budin team tops it all. My team won the second place by 47 seconds i think. Kinda proud that we had good understanding bcz the group before us failed to complete the task given 3 minutes.

The tug-of-war in water... Tbh im so into tug-of-war games lately. Like in every family day just count me in. I have been practising push up occasionally and I swear i was so weak when i used to be skinny. I couldnt even do a single push up without feeling like the world is pressing me down. Anyhow our team manage to won the game. The anchor was Kak Nani ofclah menang kot. There were four teams for the ladies. Syera's team got disqualified because they failed to follow the given rules. Final Group Kak Nani Vs Kak Mira. I lead depan kot uolls lol riak nya. padahal bukannya pape pon.

When you see me start writing in bm you can know that i have no mood to write anymore.

Fast forward we had flying fox which cost us an additional of RM20 but why not aye. I took the Superman flying fox challenge and guess what? I'm thristy to do more extreme sports like water rafting or you know more mountain climbing perhaps also maybe bungee jumping. Sadly there werent any picture of me to prove that i have done it but hopefully my memory would be strong enough to remember the thrill.

We finish the flying fox late and because of that Ara kena tinggal ngn bus HAHAH

So i had to ride the car with Arfan, Meor and Safuwan. I know im the only girl it was so awkward but i had no choice. We stop at April 24 for our late lunch/dinner and reached UKM at around 6:30 PM.


I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

FDACC - Part 2

(9:08 AM)

Good morning and assalamualaikum to my lovely readers...


It was 7:15 AM on the 28 of April 2018, i went to the faculty early in the morning walking because it is finally D-day. We were given our tshirt and a mineral water and a chocolate bun.

Around 9 AM we reached Agrotek, Hulu Langat. I was actually kinda nervous because mostly the participants are senior accounting students. We started the program with what i called " zumba tengah panas " and ice breaking session. We played saya sayang and did some cheers.

By 12:30 PM the participants are hungry already and we had our lunch. During their break time which was until 2:30 PM all the AJK had to set up the explore-race track. I was a point for checkpoint 5 and i must say that my checkpoint was moderately easy compare to others. However i didnt have a partner at that checkpoint and so i kinda abandon my checkpoint twice and got scold by Nizam.

At around 5:30 PM all participant manage to finish the explore-race and we had hi-tea. The participant were given their free time whether to still play at the river or get ready for dinner. While the AJK had to help the decor team to set up the dinner place to give it COACHELLA vibes and we had our last rehearsal. It was 7:15 PM when we were dismiss to get ready for the dinner.

yadadada with all the speech.. we had our dinner at 8:45 PM. The mystery gifts were won by the AJK too which was completely unplanned but that was Allah's arrangement.

Diana - Jam IKEA
Firza - Rice Cooker
Arfan - IKEA Side Table

Also they had price giving ceremony by the KE of KP.
Three categories were presented:

1. Active Student
Boy- MEOR
Girl- ARA

2. The "pelajar harapan"
Boy- ARFAN
Girl- i couldnt remember who

3. Popular student
Boy- SAM
Girl- i couldnt remember who

The King and Queen

AZRI MAEL AND KAK NAD *Nadhirah Rauf

That was about it for the 28 of April 2018. I will write to you guys for the last day of the event in my next entry.

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

FDACC

(12:20AM)

Morning or Night wherever you are..

Dear readers, i hope you had a wonderful weekend because i did!

FDACC stands for family day accounting. Before we start with the actual story, let me tell you a tale about the day before.

On Friday 27/04/2018 equivalent to ?/365. lol...

i woke up at Kolej Aminuddin Baki mainly because i stayed up studying at my friends' room late night/morning right after FDACC meeting. Got a quiz to study for, you know tryna balance up program and pointer. another lol... No matter how hard i try i still am not an academically achiever student and i still am able to find flaws in the programs i join.

attimesiwonderisuniversitylifeisalifetolearntoliveinacommunityortogetgoodgrades.

iknowitisbothbuticantdobothexcellentlyanditissofrustrating.

Around 1:30PM I went to IOI with Aina. We search for my FDACC dinner outfit. The theme is COACHELLA. I manage to find a white pant for my FDACC dinner and some rings from LOVISA after going in and out from several stores. Besides, it was on sale RM35 for 5 rings which to me is cheap because i bought my solid black ring at Johor for RM10 in the year of 2018 which is my second black ring because i lost my first black ring that i start wearing it in 2014 but only in the year 2015 i wore it religiously before i lost it at Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor. Guess what? I bought that one for only RM3 @THEMINES but sadly when i wanna repurchase it there they dont have my size anny more. Which is such a bummer. :(

Well anyway had lunch @IOI with Aina @DUBUYO. If you havent read the DUBUYO REVIEW.

I bet from the previous Dubuyo post you may think that eating korean food can somewhat be something luxurious to some people but on this day it was a weekday and they had promotion.



WHICH WE TURN OUT TO PAY RM27.50 FOR 2 PEOPLE.
I ordered SPICY TOPPOKI while Aina ordered KOREAN GOGI SET

I honestly prefer the spicy toppoki more than the cheese one but both are okay. I guess it depends on your personal preference. 

Went back home at 4:30PM and packed up my stuff for toomorrow.



*****************

i really wanna finish writing this entry but i'm very tired and i have class tomorrow. will update later. hopefully i wouldnt miss out any FDACC important details.


will write to you guys soon. Goodnight my honey pumpkin sugary spice. Definitely i made a name for my lovely readers.

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

YOW

I HAVENT BEEN WRITING

I SHOULDNT BE LIKE THIS

I JUST WANNA SAY HAI

AND I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH

Writing will always be my safe place.

so much is going on lately.

well not really.

since i hv been rather inactive in university program.

i just simply decided not to be as active as much. 

reason?

to get my grades back on track....

does it work?

not really.

everything is just falling apart

and im ready to crumble to pieces.

Peace out.

Have a brilliant day everyone.

p/s i will try my best to write as frequent. 

With love, from Ara

xoxo

*update: my grades did get better a bit. so the struggle is worth it guys! i promise. 

What happen to 365? -Hannan Medispa End-

(9:59AM)

Assalamualaikum..
MORNING FAMILIAR

WELL
Guess who is back?

Such a disappointment. i know.
I'm officially ending the 365 here.

Quick update of the month of February:

1) I WENT TO FREAKING JAPAN FOR A FREAKING 16 DAYS CAN YOU GUYS EVEN BELIEVE IT?!
2) Registered for my second year second sem
3) Gain 3 kg and achieve weight goals

*was about to start writing, got distracted and watched JOANDAY VLOG IN INDONESIA, lol*
-this one is at Mt. Bromo & Surabaya Trip. she went to Indon again later this year at Jakarta-
howunfairshegoestoindontwiceayearbutnotmalaysia.

So in today's entry i'll be writing the Hannan Medispa verdict which i have been prolong to write.
My last treatment was the FST
Im here to give my overall opinion about my 7 treatments.

Let me go by the statistic first:

1) Pores from 42%/40% it went down to 39%
- it went down just a bit. large pores in the house.

2) Wrinkles from 20% and then it went up and it was 15% on the last treatment.
- wrinkles can be prevent if you drink lots of water to keep your skin hydrated.

3) Skin texture from 16% to 14%
- which is a good thing. it shows that my acne scaring did fade but tbh it didnt last maybe because of the UV rays that i have been exposing myself to.

4) Sebum production didnt change that much well i think it correlates to the pores.

5) Bacteria relatively decrease!

Overall?
Here comes the tricky part.

Should you go for the treatment?

GO FOR IT!

if you have money. why not?

BUT

if you have trust-able skincare product then just continue with your daily routine.

As for results and worthy-ness

Ara tak de niat untuk menyakiti mana-mana pihak tapi secara jujurnya Ara rasa result nya tak tahan 
lama dan dari segi worthyness tu Ara tak tau lah nak komen macam mana. Cuma Ara ada tanya kawan ada nampak beza tak kulit Ara, ada yang cakap ye ada yang cakap tak tetapi bila sebut je harga yang Ara bayar untuk keseluruhan pakej ramai orang terkejut dan tidak nampak berbaloi.

It could be because maintaining a pretty skin isnt the main priority as for us student now. We would rather spend our money on basic living. You know its just their personal opinion. Dont take it 100%. Also i have been warn that result of the treatment may vary to each individual. It might not work on me but it might work on you. How to know? Try it yourself!

Define part tak tahan.
It's like after you go for a whitening peel, your face is hella white not in a scary way but you know just nice for people to notice that you went for a whitening peel. However, the very next day your skin will turn back to normal but i assume that it does help with the scaring spots from the inside.

I'm sure many of you are curious with the price. I'll update a price list later for your guidance.

Do i regret going there?
ABSOLUTELY NO!

Will i go there again?
YES, occasionally!

Do i like it there?
YES, great way to pamper yourself!

I think that is all. Like i have said these are all my personal opinion and by no means do i wanna upset any authority.

*update after almost six months of not going there my skin goes back to its normal hyperpigmentation and hormonal acne. I guess you need to be very consistent with these kind of facial treatment. For the time being i dont have anymore extra money to be spend on another contract.

With love, from Ara 

xoxo 

A week | 24-30 / 365

HAHAHAHAHA

OMG im so sorry. i didnt even realise i didnt update any entry here. im so bad at committing myself.

well anyway here im. like it or not im gonna stay and try to write.

Since well it is a week already im just gonna highlight the highlights
#swag lol

24/365
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25/365

We visited our high school after almost three years since the last time we were there. At first we only planned to take a walk down the memory lane and greet the teachers who remember us along the way but then our counselling teacher asked us to give "a mini motivational talk". I'm afraid that it is hard to say no and to politely decline the offer since well we don't have anything else better to do. Why not aye!

5 minit sebelum masuk kelas cikgu suruh tekan kan pasal 16 habits of mind terutamanya persisting and striving towards accuracy, kalau tak silap. For those who know better correct me if I'm wrong.

It was such an honour to see our names written down by our teacher on the white board.😍 We started talking about our journey, the ups and our downs as to how did we manage to be where we are now and as a matter of fact we took over an hour period of class which I must say is pretty unusual for me.😅

We used bahasarojak/manglish/dwibahasa at first but a few moments later we were told that there is an international student from Italy which I don't remember his name, blimey me! I couldn't even say his name correctly when he introduce himself. Anyhow we kinda have to translate it back all in English, only then I realise how tiring it must be for the teachers to have nonstop classes.

I know teacher's day is no where soon but I would love to take this oppurtunity to tell how grateful I am, thank you so much from the bottom of my heart to all my teachers who teaches me either formally or informally. Hopefully you'll be able to accept my humble gratitude. 💕💖

As for the students and not only the form four students, I know you might hear this a thousand time from either your favourite singer Coldplay in the song The Scientist or anyone else but I would like to say it again

"Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard"

I hate to break it up to you guys but it's true, life never gets easier.

Namun begitu, indah nya kita menjadi salah satu daripada ciptaan Allah kerana Allah telah melengkapkan kita dengan akal untuk menjadi salah satu khalifahnya di muka bumi. Mashallah. Maka gunakanlah akal dengan sebaik-baik jadian. Mudah-mudahan berjayalah kamu dunia dan akhirat. Insyallah.

I'm not sure if the part that I quoted just now is suitable to relate because from the website www.songfacts.com, it is about a scientist who is so caught up in his work that he neglects his girlfriend, but realizes it eventually and wants to "go back to the start" and begin fresh.

Overall I must say our "unintentional spontaneous mini motivational talk" went pretty good apart from me jittering gibberish words but it is a start, right?

*taken from my fb @AIDASARAH. it was actually the three of us that day ameerul, aina and me but aina went home early so she couldnt join us to give "the small motivational talk". She was gonna fly to Hatyai that night. (its just a reason for her to runaway but she actually did eventually go to Hatyai and brought back kazz magazine. I ENVY)

26/365
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27/365
IT WAS PPSKTM FAMILY DAY @BAGANLALANG

ihatewrittingafewdaysafterbecauseicantrememberindetails.

Anyway i'll try my best to write. It was an early morning that day. We didnt sleep at any resort there so we had to drive our way to the place. i gotta say that i was kinda excited because it has been so long since the last family day. it was because my dad was formally an fst lecturer and then he change to the strategy department and now he is back at fst. Not that it matters to you guys but to me it does. At first mum was relucetant to go and i was like wth how can you not go? i mean like IT NOT LIKE WE EVEN HAVE FAMILY DAY FOR ACTUAL FAMILIES NOT FAMILY AT WORK. u get what im tryna say here?

yadayadayada...jam melayu kan babe igt kitorg dah lambat tp ada yang lambat sejam lagi uolls.

Highlights of the day:

1) complete painting the banner. (as a fambam)
2) mum and dad won the partner game which is throwing the water balloon. (as always)
3) i won the team game in tarik tali wanita dewasa (throwback)

The last time i played tarik tali or known as tug of war (is it? idk) was in form 5. i think. damn that one was harder. i must say the team work from the family day team was better or maybe i got tougher. sado siuttttt. lol

grab lunch and went back home around slightly after lunchtime.

28/365-30/365

either i cant remember or i just couldnt bother to write but mainly nothing interesting happen.

WAIT THERE IS

mum dad went to KL on the 28/365 because they have an event and guess what after the event they went to Lawyat and BOUGHT A FREAKING COMPACT MIRRORLESS CAMERA. Been wanting to get the canon g7x mark ii but god has better plan so dad bought me the lumix gx850. Alhamdulillah aint even complaining as long as i dont have to use my own money. If any of you that is a tech pro please do teach me how to use the camera. im not a technology person but i really love to learn more like i have the heart in photography a bit i guess like its the 21century "thing" its just that i dont have the skill.

29/365
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It's 30th of January today.

Dad's birthday and also we are busy packing our stuff for a 2 weeks of vacation. i guess that's why i am busy. Please pray for our safe flight tonight or is it tomorrow morning. Nervous, excited and clearly unprepared. i wish dad bought the camera early so that i'll have time to configure the settings and stuff but that really couldnt be it because i havent even been learning the language given all the time that i have.


I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

WAVING GOODBYE | 21,22,23 /365

21/365

Hai guys! still here reading? well unfortunately nothing interesting happen this day.

see you guys tomorrow? where the real madness will happen. :)

22/365

Hai Assalamualaikum and a very good day to my loyal readers..

If you have been reading through my blog then you probably know what happen this day. But i'll just link to you guys my journey aye, WARM WELCOME .

I cant believe it! It's time to send them back to

泰国. T,T

IM NOT READY FOR THIS DAY.

(Tàiguó)

But it must be done.

It was 11PM as i got out from my home and as you guys can guess Aina picked me up. We went to a dobi first and while waiting for the clothes to dry, we decided to look for a camera/digital/printing shop because we were thinking of printing double T pictures so that we have something for them to sign on. Yep if the last mission was to meet them and gave our present which was completed already and as if that wasnt enough we came up with another mission for today. NEVER LIVE LIFE AIMLESSLY AYE!

The travel journey to the airport?

Yes we still took the ERL and it was around 2PM when we reached there like we wouldnt wanna be there so early and waste a solid 30 min to one hour like we did before.. guess what? that was exactly what we did actually lol

We were told by a kakak that they will be reaching KLIA airport at 3PM but it turns out that they were from Langkawi at 3PM. Kitorg makan dengan hati tk tenang do kat airport, asyik tgk je flight dari Langkawi bila tiba. There were a few flights, like our eyes were constantly looking at the arrival gate.

Sumpah time tu lah rase nk terkencing rasa ngantuk rasa macam ternanti-nanti rasa mcm tk pasti diorg dh sampai ke belum. (semua tu tahan dulu)

We were about to lose hope and gave up but we have a mission to settle. Alhamdulillah Allah hear our prayers and shone us light as he sent another double T fan. Actually Aina already saw her and i was like no that's not her. After walking aimlessly for 30min (again) i recheck my phone for a picture from the other day and spot the same shoes she was wearing. Only then we decided to sit down on a seat not far from them. After for what seems like forever and after knowing the pain of waiting they finally arrive, it was 4:30PM by that time.

I must say that the fan based increase or maybe it's just that there were some fans who flew with them from Langkawi even fans from their origins were there.

The heart attacked wasnt as big as the first time if i must be honest but still it was a relief to see them in front of me. Even so pictures turn out much worst than the first time. Before this as time passby i got calmer (mostly because they were so calm) and i was able to take better pictures and footage as i go along but this time maybe because there were other fans i got either excited or mainly anxiety attack for crowds. Either way, im gonna depend on my brain to remember the moment and as a matter of fact i didnt take much footage because i got frustrated seeing all blurry pictures but Aina was there to help me out! Thank god she is always there with me. Alhamdulillah. More years of friendship with her. Insyallah. Amin.

Fans from the Langkawi trip were busy recording and taking pictures of them while we were at the back. Suddenly, an organizer told them to step back she said "korang ni dah ikut 3 hari kat Langkawi, bagilah dua orang kat belakang tu pulak" sangat terharu do. Terima kasih kepada kakak yang baaik hati. Also we manage to teach them how to say iloveyou in malay which is aku cinta kamu. Funny thing was that a fan said "jom kawin" and they were like "jom kawin" not knowing what does it means but once they do they were like "no.no,no" *with the finger motion left right left right. you get it right? im bad at describing things sorry.

Since their transit took a couple of hours, the fans were dismissed so that they could have some personal shopping time. ofcourse. We actually waited for them (again) not complaining but i gotta say it was an honour looking after their baggage. It's what fans are for. MUST PROTECT AT ALL COURSE.

On a side story, there was a cameraman who's in charge to take photos of the Langkawi trip, airport arrival welcoming and airport departure goodbyes by fans. how to tell you guys this... hmm... before the trip to Langkawi at the KLIA, we were literally walking in front of him paying no mind to who was the guy behind us and then suddenly after the trip they created a hashtag just for him. #shyshycameraman. also they created a fan account for him. and also they interviewed him, like lol who would have guess.

I'm sorry if the flow of this entry is sort of all over the places.

It's suppose to be, we wave them goodbye only but lol it is an essay guys. I'm scared of missing out pieces that should be in here.

Oh by the way, I manage to finish my part of the mission while Aina didnt. Pity her! I really dont mind tho because i understand that it takes a lot of courage to actually... i...dont... know ??? to actually even be there standing in front of them iguess.. However, she did manage to selfie with both T while i only got one. OMG SO HAPPY.

Anyhow, we made our way home at around 7PM after all the screaming at anjung tinjau. I'm not sure if my readers are familiar with the KLIA airport but if you do then yes we did actually knock on the glass from above so that they can wave at us from below. There's a clip of behind the scene from my snapchat and if you guys havent add me it is @sarahsnapass.

NOT TRYING TO BE DRAMATIC BUT I ALMOST CRIED I SWEAR LIKE THERE WERE ACTUALLY TEARS IN MY EYES. SENSTIVEAZZ.

For those who arent familiar dont judge me pls . u guys are me before this the "why be so dramatic?" apabenda lah fan nangis bagai terjerit mcm org gila bagai but yeah ...

i really couldnt judge if malaysian fans were behaving well mainly bcz it wasnt that crowded to actually have any security compare to china fans but im just grateful that the fandom hasnt grow yet and if you guys are reading this pls lets us make this our own secret. there are some deleted scene that i decided not to write sorry dear readers.

Back to the story, we didnt actually plan our trip back home very well. It's either my dad picking me up or Aina's brother. If my dad is picking up we need to buy the ERL ticket to KL SENTRAL and board the KTM. we are dummies not knowing there is another stop at BANDAR TASIK SELATAN which is more near but i think it's gonna be slightly epensive. However we were shocked as the price reached RM38 per person even with the card siswa. As you guys know form the other entry we will be getting almost 30% discount so the original price must be around RM55 per person. Gurllll we aint got any income so we deicided to wait for Aina's brother at PUTRAJAYA.

I'm just gonna put the rate here so that you guys can plan your budget...

or for more info

Balik rumah baru tersedar rupanya sakit kepala. terus makan malam mandi makan ubat dan tido lol

THE END .

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)


23/365

nothing interesting happen, manage to clean some trash but not my room. lol

i once said to my mom that i wanna decorate my room but then she said why decorate when you cant even keep it clean #savage

there is just so much stuff in the room. #ikenot

was wondering how were they able to greet fans with a smile at their hometown arrival like heck i'll be dying already and the fact that they do have another event today makes me love them even more.
i'm still having headache but i need to put this up or else i'll forget. not gonna let that happen aye
this entry is so long tho sorry.
still feel like im missing out some bits tho

WARM WELCOME | 16/365-20/365

16/365

nothing interesting happen. apart form we went to The Mines and picked up dad's new phone. also we bought donuts!

17/365 & 18/365

nothing interesting happen, just counting days and hours for Friday!

19/365

hai, peace be upon you!

it is finally friday!!!!!

drumroll.... omg im losing my touch on writing. anyway if you read 15/365 you would probably know what is this entry gonna be about. hmm where should i start, warning there will be a bit of me complaining about life. lol like who would even care really..

It was 9 am by the time i woke up that day and i got up pretty abruptly because i set my alarm early which i swear i didnt hear it at all, absolutely nada. So Aina promise to come and pick me up to the airport at 10:30 am. Oh rewind back again, i woke up to my dad's call at 9am saying that there is two loads of laundry to be dry outside and im like what???? I went downstairs and so anther catastrophe THE SINK IS NOT EMPTY THERE ARE PLATES IN IT. Also i rush preparing my breakfast and lunch because i wouldnt want to waste my money buying airport food which somehow is a tad bit expensive.

yadayadayadyaa.. moving on.. i manage to get everything done plus cleaning up my room a bit around 10:35am. i mean like i manage to get dress and iron my whole attire for that day so ??? around of applause pls thank you.  HAHAH but i guess for boys it wouldnt be that much of a problem because i know that they can get ready in less than 5 minutes including bath? euwww...

at 10:45am Aina said that she just got out from her house??? what??? gurl??? im sweating here getting everything done to chase the time that i barely have??? welp couldnt blame her i know the struggle or perhaps it was her brother who was late like i repeat guys get ready in less than 5 minutes and yet they still manage to be the reason why us girls are late????

oh well i got 15minutes more to wear my hijab and 100 selfies. lol
The original plan was to let her brother sent us straight to the airport but god knows when are we coming back. We manage to hop on an Express Rail Link (ERL) form the Putrajaya station to the KLIA at 11:45am. Before i forgot to mention the price ticket was originally RM18.80 for two one way ticket but then both of us got the kad siswa

 which looks like this andddd guess what? we got almost 30% off . We end up paying only RM13.20.

ALWAYS BRING THIS CARD EVEN IF SOMETIMES YOU JUST DONT SEE THE USE OF IT BUT IT MAY COME IN HANDY.

I enjoyed my ERL ride. It wasnt pack at all not like the KTM.

Upon our arrival at the KLIA airport we hurried ourselves to complete the card writing for double T so that we were able to pass it on to a kind kakak who was in charge of the Langkawi event. We spend about 30minutes walking aimlessly at the airport after passing the gifts to the kakak because we were told that the they wouldnt get out into the public during their transit but i was like praying "dear Allah, u wouldnt like your hamba doing aimless things" i knowww dramatic right.

IT WAS 1PM WHEN I SAW THEM FIRST AT THE AIRPORT OMG OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOGMGOGMGMGGMG i could finish the whole page with omg. I WAS SHAKING LIKE CRAZY THIS IS MY FIRST TIME BEING IN SUCH A FANDOM STATE DOES THAT MAKES SENSE LIKE I WAS NEVER THAT KIND OF GIRL WHO WAS INTO KPOP STUUFFFFF BUT AAYE HERE I AM NOW FANGIRLING. I ALMOST SCREAM BUT BECAUSE THERE WERE LIKE ONLY TEN FANS SO I DECIDED TO SCREAM GIRLY IN MY POOR HEART! I WAS KINDA DISAPPOINTED LIKE NOBODY WAS THERE TO WELCOME THEM BUT KINDA RELIEF AT THE SAME TIME IYKWIM.

NOT ONE OF THE PICTURES OF THEM TURN OUT TO BE GOOD. I SWEAR. Well at least at the beginning there wasnt any.

To be very honest we actually had them to ourselves and i swear again i could almost say that we were like stalkers but to put it in a good way i would say that we were as if like we were part of the organizers. I even asked Aina questions like:
"How far does a fan needs to be as in decent distance wise?"
"Are we allowed to scream?"
"Can we simply take their photos?"
"Are we intruders?"
"Is it rude to update their whereabouts.you know it could be like something that you shouldn't announced online like not yet. Idk."

But one thing forsho is that she said being a KPOP fans doesn't gives you the same privilege as this one. I was like *nod*oh*nod like gurl I'm so clueless.

They had coffee at OLD TIME. Kitorg pon lepak situ dengan tak tau malu nya tapi kitorg dapat spot baik punya. So you tell me why should we let go of this good opportunity? They were literally one table away from us. CUCI MATA AYE. ASTAGHFIRULLAH tundukkan pandangan ye my dear sisters. Also we met a Malay fan and she was 26y/o, i was like girl you must be working to actually afford the tickets. I looked at Aina and silently send a message that we just turn 20y/o last DECMBER. This kakak actually went to the FM in Kuala Lumpur at Sunway last September 2017. I ENVY HER. WE GOT TO KNOW THEM A MONTH AFTER THE FM AND SHE EVEN TOLD US THAT THERE WERE PLENTY OF TICKETS UNSOLD LIKE WHY MALAYSIA MUST BE THE FIRST ON THE TOUR LIST IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE LAST.

Next we escorted them to the departure gate because their flight was at 3pm and i was able to record a clip with the audio where a fan compliments him and he said thank you. THAT WAS HOW CLOSE I WAS but we were too shy to get a selfie with him like im sure if we asked for one we would definitely get it.

The "Mama" of them arrive at the departure gate a bit late and guess what? Yes we waited for her for about 30minutes HAHAH. I even manage to munch on the lunch that i packed with me this morning.

While i was eating i saw her i was like quickly i brush of any bread crumbs and ask for a picture and she politely say yes i mean like it was only the two of us fans there asking for a picture but however the organizer cut us and said that "im sorry we are actually rushing already" I WAS DEVASTATED huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh damn.  mind my french word there but yeah i shout out have a safe flight and they wave back. "Mama" even said "sorry" and i was like " oh no itsokay " when actually i am not okay. On a brighter note there was a fellow akak which didnt go to Langkawi but she was part of the organizer and we catch up with her to get details yaaaknowww. She even offered a trip back home and i was like what????? but sadly we werent heading in the same direction oh well even if we do im not sure whether we would accept it, i think we would refuse it politely either way thank you kakak!

Fast forward we prayed Zuhur and head back home. oh and i meet Syazakhalisah, is that how u spell ur name? i called her esya. A daughter of a good friend of my mum and im just gonna put it her SHE IS CLEVER. beauty with brain girl.

Manage to got on an ERL at somewhere around 4pm and got back home before 5pm.

It was a pretty decent outing i guess.

ANYWAY T...

i was about to say thanks for reading but u know u can skip this part.
i just wanna say that as soon as i got back home, there was an update at the Langkawi airport and trust me the welcoming there was so much more happening. like how does artist in general manage to get out the airplane and wave and smile and greet every fans as if they had a solid 8 hours sleep the night before?

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING UNTIL THE VERY END, SERIOUSLY.
THIS IS MY FIRST EXPERIENCE AND I JUST WANNA SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS.

bye, peace be upon you.

20/365

nothing interesting happen. apart from me getting bitten by mosquitoes while im writing this, i got bitten for almost 10 time like im not even kidding.

ME,FAMILY,AINA |12-15/365

12/365

i run some errands on this day. early morning i help my sister to drop her parcel at the post office. alone at the post office the girl at the counter asked
"what is in the parcel?"
*it is written there coustume*
"oh, im not really sure it's my sister's most probably it is an anime coustume. "
"oic, i thought it is coustume for kids"
*do i look like a granny who sells kids clothing?"

next at 9:30 i checked outta my kolej room. after that around 10:00 i grab an uber to go to my last treatment at SKIN VALET. a full review about it is coming your way. later at night we had a family dinner at Manhattan fish market.

13/365

It was a Saturday and like every other normal Saturday weekend, i like to call it kenduri time. there was a wedding ceremony in my neighbourhood and so we had our lunch there. later that night we had mee tarik.

14/365

We spent for about thirty minutes before we were able to find a parking space at The Mines. is2g mines was once upon atime almost dead. as a family we decided to grab lunch at sushi king and if im not mistaken all together was rm77 because we had a rm20 voucher which i think we did a pretty good job because i have heard that a student almost spent rm50 per person while we manage to pay half per person.

It was almost 4pm once we finish our lunch. dad decided to check out the iphone contract. anyway moving on we went to the surau to do our asar prayers and later that day we also went to uniqlo, elianto, the time keeper, the face shop, the body shop, the hand shop, the feet shop, the hair shop lol. also lazo diamond to fix my necklace but i lost the receipt so we had to passed on that because they will put extra charges. announcement to make.. im actually surveying for a camera only to realise there are more shops selling phone instead nowadays.

Grab Subway for dinner before we head home. Overall it was a productive day at The Mines because we manage to settle many things.

15/365

hai

ive been spending the pass few days either by myself or with my family but today i hangout with Aina <3.

we catch The Commuter movie at 2.15pm and snack on popcorn before having a proper lunch after the movie. i will rate 3/10 to The Commuter maybe it's because i was expecting more to the movie and that it didnt meet my expectation. also more camera surveying.

the aim for today is to find presents for double T but before that we decided to grab our lunner (lunch+dinner) first. we had absolute thai. we ordered... i dont remember the name but i remember the number on the menu which are 56 & 58 with green tea like mind you the green tea was rm10 but i gotta say the taste was delicious, a bit sweet tho for me to give it a 10/10 wouldnt be it.

I think the numbering for the menu is still the same for now but if they happen to change the menu numbering we ordered something to do with pad thai and nasi goreng ayam. *i'll insert picture later.

we successfully bought tshirts for double T and will be giving it to them this coming friday or weekend. so do look forward for that.

a date with bff wouldnt be completed without sephora and watson WINDOW SHOPPING.

really appreciate her in my life. alhamdulillah.

bye

DUBUYO | 11/365

10/365

i didnt write because nothing interesting happen.

11/365

hai..

WE WENT TO DUBUYO @ NU SENTRAL

This was my second time and i thought that i could do a small review.

The first visit.

Top: Cheese Bibimbap beef

Bottom: Jajangmyeon

(it is to be noted that we didnt order set)

RM35+ including tax for all

Cheese Bibimbap
F03B	Beef

My friend ate this and from what i remembered there was rice underneath the egg and some vegetables (corn&carrot) and of courses beef, all in one bowl.

F09	Jajangmyeon

 I ate this and really i didnt fancy it because to me it was just noodles cooked in soy sauce.

Now enough with the shady review.

As for me, I have always rave about how good Mr. Dakgalbi is and how i would have always prefer Mr. Dakgalbi. However the second visit make me like Dubuyo and you guys should totally try it especially those kpop lovers. Truthfully to me it wasnt love at first sight for Dubuyo.

So, what did we order during our second visit.

All were ordered in set.

ice green tea and ice barley.

RM85+ all together including tax.

1)

 Honey Garlic Bulgogi

G02C	ChickenA Seoul favourite filled with delicious grilled meats infused with our DubuYo honey garlic sauce

2)
Kimchi Soondubu Jigae

S02C

Chicken

3)

Soondubu Jigae

S01B

Beef

4)

F12	Cheese Toppokki (Rice Cake)

TRUST ME I LOVE IT ALL ESPECIALLY THE CHEESE TOPPOKKI 100% WOULD RECOMMEND THAT ONE

but

it is to be reminded that the toppokki set wouldnt get you a bowl of rice while the three other orders come with rice.

All i can say is that everything about the second trip is delicious!

Do you find this helpful? if not how can i make this review better?

I'll see you guys in tomorrow's blog.

bye..

JOANKEEM REPLY | 8/365 & 9/365

hai.

8/365
i forgot to post yesterday.

but here is a wrap up to what happen. i finish my exam for my third semester which is costing paper and trust me it was the most barai-est paper. later that evening i went home straight away without even packing my stuff.

9/365
woke up with a headache. still isnt better but didnt take the medicine because imma strong girl. manage to be the earliest to comment on joan's channel, this skincare video. guess what? she replied me!

Go subscribe to her now!
JOANKEEM

bye.

PRAYER | 7/365

i pray that everyone is healthy and happy.

insyallah.

amin.

COSTING | 6/365

HAI!

i think yesterday was all over the place because of the lack of sleep. i thought today might be better but because i messed up my eating schedule. my mood turn out to be all over the place today.

Had three piece of crackers at 1pm. at 3pm only then i walked to the faculty to start study for costing. i wasted the morning. dunno why.

Had a proper meal today at 9pm.

today basically turn out to be an eating entry. hahaha sorry.

It's 11:30pm and im still stuck on a subject that i know nothing about.

BYE!

DRAMA | 5/365

HAI! :)

It was topsy-turvy this morning.

Woke up late for an 8:30am exam , cried thru the phone in the morning and got a ride from ****. Thank you. U always seem to be be there for me.

It was the second time i cried thru the phone to ****. So embarrassing. The first time was bcz... food i guess. I woke up craving for burger and while i cried i dial the number 012XXXX and we go out right that instant. Drama queen. i know.

Done with international business paper. Had lunch with Atiq, Firza, Ad and Alya. Well not exactly actually they ate lunch while i just drank a hot barley bcz i dont feel like eating i mean it was only 11am and i ate lunch at 1pm. Another drama queen series. i know.

Watch Youtube for about idk 3 hours??? I think more.

Found two growing youtuber.

Jeff Simone *update i watch him occasionally. he should be more consistent and enthusiastic.

Lauren Gheorghe *update only like her storytime video the one she meet her bf lol

Took a nap around 3:30 after eating 'cheesekut'. Really nice and yep that was my lunch. Woke up at 6:30 disappointed bcz it wasnt dark already and also almost cried bcz i wanna go bowling but hm . Yep another drama queen series. i know.

Later that night called Aina babyboo for 1hour 30min. skip dinner.

That is it from me for today. sorry for posting a crappy day but i'll catch you guys on tomorrow's blog.

(at first i didnt know what should i tittle this but yeah and also bcz there is youtube recommendation i wouldnt be putting music recommendation)

BYE! :)