Assalamualaikum and a very good night .. i guess?
Yesterday i wrote something.
Im not sure what i wrote actually, is it a poem or a .... i seriously dont know but it does sound like an untold story.
Im really sorry for the grammatical errors.
In a bar
So dirty
In a car
So rusty
A perfect pair of brown eyes
I found a boy
I realise
He is unemploy
He only knows how to destroy
He treats me like a toy
He keeps on telling me lies
Even when i stare straight into his eyes
He acts like a beast
He even feeds me with his fist
I wanna still love him
I cant stand the thought of losing him
The next morning i was sick
He insists to go for a brisk
Turns out he walked with another chick
Maybe it is time for me to take the risk
Letting go was never easy
It makes me feel queasy
So lonely
In a world so holy
I look back at the days
When you told me i was your everything
Well look at me today
Im nothing
Sorry for still keeping our ring
It was mesmerizing
I kinda still sing our song in the morning
I kinda still treasure this feeling
I got skinnier
Im losing this fight
I got a whole lot thinnier
Maybe i'll die tonight
I cant be like this forever
I have a daughter
I need to put myself back together
I need her to be a fighter
I promise to love her forever after
So i smile a litte harder
Fill our day with laughter
After all im just tryna keep our head above the water
-AidaSarah-
Yep i wrote it and i feel like an accomplishment bcz i usually do like a paragraph or two. In the morning when it was 3am i couldnt sleep so i wrote until it was four.
Im proud with how it turns out.
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