I wrote it for a friend. ~6~

Before we start Ara mmg jenis suka panggil kawan darling baby darl honey/hunny sayang biy babe beb walaupun tak tau la apa beza beb dan babe serta lain-lain yang seangkatan dengannya. So if i call you Babi maybe la kena check betul ke aku anggap kau sebagai kawan je?joking... sowy kasaq.

Kita take a break from covid series untuk memberi laluan kepada series I wrote it for a friend.

Sayang tak mau sedih2 okay. You are stronger than this. In fact stronger than me. Life is tough but insyallah i will be here to help you out. Cry as much as you want, cry until you feel so much lighter but always remember to always collect yourself and get back on your feet. Crying doesnt mean you are weak its one of the form of strength that you are able to have despite the messed up life. Im really sorry i couldnt be there for you but if there is anything please dont hesitate to call. The least i could do for you is to listen and i hope that by the end of the day please dont feel like its you and only you against the world.

Even when you feel like there is no one besides you or maybe no one that cares about you im sure your mum doesnt want to see you like this. After eight years of living without her im not telling you to move on from her death but im telling you that even when you feel like there is no more syurga dunia for you im sure she is waiting for you in the everlasting syurga. So, please never forget to pray for her and insyallah Allah will ease your journey instead. It is hard to live without doa seorang ibu tapi manjadda wajada. Insyallah one day Allah will see all of your struggles and you will never have to see life as if it is a never ending dark tunnel. There will always be a light at the end and if you cant see it then be the light. Shine the darkness away. Be your own knight. Ok hunny?

I said this already but im gonna say it again Allah will never burden any of his creation with something he or she cannot bear. There is a reason for everything. YOU ARE THE CHOSEN ONE. Allah loves you SO MUCH thats why he uji you. He wants you to always remember him and never forget him. Worry when he no longer put any kind of struggle in your life. You might even forgot about the loved He once gave to you. You might even forget that you are his creation. I hope not and moga di jauhkan. With that being said, everything is temporary darl. Happiness is temporary, pain is temporary and life is just one of the many things that we borrowed from Allah. Anything you do, do it for Him. Niat kerana Allah. Im no good either but live life to be the better version of yourself from yesterday.

Dont think that you dont have a purpose in life. You do, you are able to teach me to always be grateful and i can never thank you enough for that. Alhamdulillah. There is so much purpose for you in life that im sure you will be able to full fill in the future. Find it and pursue it and never look back even if you do look back, you will only be able to see how far you have made it in life. You are doing well hunny at the moment and i cant wait to see the day you are doing as great as ever. It might seem like its never enough for now but its the best you can do so dont be too hard on yourself.

Your urusan doesnt stop for good at dunia, remember about the hereafter promises from Allah. Honestly, if there is one thing that i want Allah to count is the blessing of you in my life for teaching me how to be grateful. Sorry i wasnt able to tell this through the phone im just that dumb with speaking and i hope that this paragraph will help you not only today but for the rest of your life. Anything if there is anything, anything at all tell me okay. Insyallah you can count on me like one two three.. i will be there.

❤

I think you guys can grasp what we were talking about. The COVID series will resume. I will make a poem for PKPB which is still mystery as to what should it be about.

Hope everyone is doing well during this pandemic and may the virus will be lifted by Allah as soon as possible. Please take care of your mental health.

ON THE SIDE NOTE I HAVE BEEN ONLINE SHOPPING LIKE CRAZY.