I wrote it for a friend. ~3~

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Assalamualaikum & salam tengah malam..

It is the first time I'm doing an entry at such hour.

Sharing time.

A friend sent me this

why people keep thinking that by trying to kill herself is gonna solve her problems. and i don't understand why people keep blaming "her". aren't we supposed to find out the reason why "she" want to kill herself. am i making any sense rn dude. i don't think so. there's so many thought and it's literally dripping down from my brain through my ear rn. overcapacity in my brain la weyh 😂

My reply

Well first of all I'm gonna be cliché and say that she isnt religious enough. She isnt strong enough for having such a basic thinking. Or maybe that they KNOW suicide won't solve anything and will only adds up to more problem. But you know yeah probably she just wants to end the pain that she is facing. Which maybe it does actually stop all the unbearable pain.

So even if we do find out the reason why she wants to kill herself what power do you have to change things for the better. What can we actually do? If the person itself doesn't even want any help and that's why there is a saying "the only person who is holding you back is yourself". I mean we might be able to help her but until when? Bcz we all know that it is really up to her whether to give up or to keep on fighting for the life she actually deserve.

As for blaming on her for having such thoughts , as a human we will always find something or someone to put a blame on basically everything and anything. It is just how it is. You know why? Bcz we often tries to find a logical reason for everything that ever happens and when we couldn't find any we come up with our own reason that we think is logically enough to us as long as you yourself isn't the reason why. Indeed such a coward we are.

Sorry I gave u paragraphs.

Please excuse the indecisive use of pronouns.

Sometimes I feel really sorry for my friends having to read paragraphs from me but can't help it. I just do.

Anyway hope everyone had a good day and tomorrow will be better.



Signing off
goodnight everyone or should I say good morning bcz it's already am. Haha I'm lame.

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)