Red.

Speaking of which, it could be seen as a romantic colour full of passion, love and a burning desire.

But red also…

U are the red stain on my hand that wont wash away not because i couldnt but i wouldnt.

U were the tear in my red beating heart funny thing is i dont want ever want it to heal.

U left but i let the memories linger like the siren of the ambulance blinking as bright as ever in red.

To you its tragedy but to me its just a way of living.

Its not for everybody, only those who are willing to live passionately, to love deeply, to chase your burning desire as long as it brings good to your life.

Holding on doesnt mean not letting go, sometimes its just learning to live knowing that it did happen alongside the next journey that you will go through in those little red shoes as if you are in the Wizard of Oz.

Mr right?

 They say that the right one will come at the right time…

Well,

How many wrongs shall i go through?

How many heartbreaks shall i brave through?

How may what ifs and maybes shall i wastes on?

My man,

I know patients is virtue,

I know everyone have their own different timeline,

But if you are out there somewhere,

I just hope you are worth everything,

I just hope you are what i prayed for,

And if thats what it is.

Alhamdulillah.

Something i wrote in 2023

 Hi my lovely reader,

Its been awhile since im here right like fr fr…

So anyway i just want to share my writing here as i havent been able to do so since life been hectic.

Oh btw this is a BM entry so sorry to my english reader but if you want me to give a wrapped up what this is about can feel free tk drop a comment.

So here it goes..

Penat

Penat mengenangkan dikau hidup berlandaskan kasih

Penat mengenangkan hidupku menagih kasihmu

Disebalik hidup dan mati

Aku inginkan hidup yg tidak berasa mati

Aku inginkan mati yg memenuhi hidup

Tidur

Tidurku kini lena kerana dikau bukan lagi hal yang perlu aku pikirkan 

Tidurku kini lena kerana kali ini aku serahkan semua kepada sang pencipta

Cerita

Ceritaku hanya aku luah agar tidak tersimpan dalam

Ceritaku bukan untuk kamu tahu

Izikan aku ungkap diantara dendam dan kemaafan 

Aku pilih ketenangan

Aku pilih dendam dengan cara memaafkan kamu

Hati

Kisah yang aku sering ceritakan kepada sang pendengar

Kisah yang akan aku buka pada satu pertiga malam

Kisah

Hati yang sering kebal dan tidak tahu arti 

Hati yang sering gundah namun tenang disisi

Diantara madu dan racun

Diantara kebenaran dan perkataan tidak terungkap

Diantara kebahagian dan kesakitan 

Diantara tinggal untuk tetap setia atau ditinggalkan

Akan ku pilih kasih tuhan yang tidak akan penat mengasihku dan akan sentiasa menyayangiku tak kala badai angin ribut hujan petir melanda. 

HANYA KEPADANYA AKU BERSERAH SEGALANYA.

-The End-

Okies guys till then 

XOXO