I dont think you understand..

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I dont think you understand when i said i miss you. It is the one with the kind of pain that hurts as if the heart is going to burst and bleed any moment due to the unbearable pain to the point where the eyes can go all teary and it seems like there will be an overflowing river made by a mixture of the bleeding heart and the tears.



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I dont think you understand when i said i need you. It is the one with the kind of emptiness that makes me fell so hollow even if i listen to your soothing voice or even if i see your mesmerizing pictures or even if the surrounding is heavily scented with the smell of your heavenly sweet cologne it is somehow still not enough to fill in the void in me.



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to be continueeee

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(music recommendation any covers by Bars And Melody (B.A.M) also #AA Alex Aiono)

My first driving with family

(11:36 AM)
Assalamualaikum & a very good brunch hour...

Lets get stra8 to my life update...

I have been away for no apparent reason just because i kinda feel uninspirational and maybe nothing particular or interesting that happen lately.

It has been a month since the trip to Sarawak. It was a splendid 4 days 3 nights, i must say.
Oh and i will be going to Sarawak again next month!

So that sums up my July month and next travel update.

My second life update it is in the month of August which is i change my spectacles. They are pretty dope! Tho it wasnt exactly the one i was searching for. At first i kinda wanna be trendy and buy a clear transparent one with double bridge and a round frame but it doesnt suit me. Maybe i was born ordinary. Anyway got a brown leopard print with a slight round frame and i love it! I kinda look a little bit round and chubby but i think it matches my face more than the last one which i have been wearing for 2 years and a half.

Third life update is that i drove my elder sister around i mean like to and fro since she is doing her intern at UKM. I know it should have been the other way round but what to do i got my license first and not that im complaining because man i love driving or maybe it is because i just got my hands on the wheel so everything seems to be like a baby who just got their feet.

Oh i dont normally drive it is just that my dad had been away and so it was my job for a week or i must say only for 4 days and a half. lol

Another driving update is that i drove my family to a nearest shopping mall and decided not to drive for the next few months i guess until they are actually confident with me on the wheel but a friend of mine said that how to make them confident if i dont try to drive them around frequently. i dont know maybe im just not ready.

That is just about it.

ALSO EVERY YOUTUBER IS COMING OUT WITH THEIR OWN MERCH!! Aint got money to buy. Normally i wouldnt care that much but it is JOANKEEEM!!!! Remember Jeff Simone? I recommend him in this post . He is going to Hong Kong! Really excited for that! Right now im waiting for Joanday Kcon LA vlog!

I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3

Thank you for reading! :)

( music recommendation his take on liability-lorde )

*i really wish my parents did sign me up for an instrument class