ASSALAMUALAIKUM...
i know im crazy writing a blog entry during my exam week..
it is even crazy because i watch the whole episode in 2 days. i know i shouldnt have. i have two paper straight on the 11 and 12 of June with my pointer going down and down into the deepest ocean.
Anyway here i am wanting to write my thoughts about that story.
I have watched the first season and if you ask me both season were really HEAVY to watch. So i suggest you not to watch if you are kinda struggling with depression, sexual assault, drugs, homophobic and most important suicide. It can be really triggering.
In my opinion season two was heavier to watch because you get to see the story in other people views or interpretation while season one was more to only Hannah point of view.
I'm not here to tell you the whole story to be exact but i wanna share some thoughts that i get from the story.
You see the students get to have their trial, a take on what they wanna tell the judges.
They sit there while the audience hope for the truth from them.
I see they tell lies even when they are required to tell the true. You know people can still tell lies... how to say this... for example you play the so called truth or dare game. you choose the truth because you are scared to do the dare but somehow you were still able to make up a story and convince them that it is the truth. you think it is fine as long as they couldnt realise that you are actually telling lies.
I also see that when the students tell the truth, they twist those words and make it against them or even to the point where the truth seems like a lie.
What i can say is that people choose to believe in what they wanna believe in, despite all the evidence not to.
Dont you?
I guess sometimes people choose to see things with their ears and hear things with their eyes.
They come up with their own speculation about things.. i dont know.. just to maybe save ourselves? to give some kind of logical explanatory about everything that happend. thinking that maybe that could put ourselves at peace?
I know i might sound nonsense but this is just my two cents.
TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. IT DOESNT EVEN MATTER ANYWAY.
I'm not mad nor frustrated. I just wanna say that if you are struggling with anything and you are still watching this story. Know that you are strong, VERY STRONG. I dont want my readers to feel like ending everything will make everything stop. Clearly what Hannah wrote the what if "to feel n quote attach picture down below.
source: Mr. GOOGLEClearly it is not true, suicide doesnt make anything better. Okay?
Dear readers, promise me to speak to someone about anything and everything. Trust me it will be worth it.
On a side note i love ep3 the most. ep 6 and 7 the best while others are so so for me. there isnt any episode that i think is too much for me to watch for season two but for season one i kinda skip the bath tub part. cant watch man too triggering.
I think i should stop here and i'll see you guys in my next post. <3
Thank you for reading! :)
